I couldn't help but feel so much joy reading that. If it's true for them, then it's true for us. Jonas is anticipating our arrival. That means that he is probably spending time with our relatives who have already passed away. As the time passed Dean wrapped Cas' coat tighter around his body. Putting his head against the window, Dean allowed the noise of the Ford's engine lull him to sleep.

When Dean lifted his head one of the doctor's was walking towards them. He was updating them on Bobby's condition now, probably trying to get his organs again. Dean couldn't seem to focus on anything but the wall. He didn't even notice when the doctor walked away and he only pulled himself out of his reverie when Sam tapped him on his shoulder. An angel in the book of life wrote down my baby’s birth. Then whispered as she closed the book, “Too beautiful for earth”. Dean awoke in the same meadow as the last time he dreamt of Cas. The difference was there was a slight, anti-depressant induced, haze around everything and Cas was standing there waiting for him.About Samael?" Cas asked, Dean nodded. "I didn't think it would matter to you. I betrayed your trust by working with a demon." Cas said

This famous quote is about how love is the strongest thing we have. It goes beyond the limits of death. Though we might not have those we love close physically, they’re always there in spirit. Those we love are always a part of us, and that love is a very real thing. 14. “Your wings were ready but my heart was not”Dean nodded at the angel as he curled into a tighter ball on the bed, Castiel's coat draped over him and Amara's ashes in his hands. This was what most days were for Dean –when he wasn't in therapy.

Cas, this isn't funny, it's not funny in the real world and it's not funny in my dreams. I am a man! I can't have a kid! I don't have the right parts for that to work." Dean said glaring at his angel Dean…" Sam said again "just… be safe." He whispered the last part as he watched his older brother walk down the hallway, so broken and fragile. Yeah, he hasn't spoken since you left the room with Amara." Samael said looking at Dean "We have tried to get him to speak, he just won't." When you lose a pregnancy, that spirit is still with you. This guardian angel is always watching closely throughout the remainder of your days until you meet again. An angel wing tattoo honors this touching symbolism. 8. Moon and stars

Tessa noticed Dean and looked surprised that he was staring at her. She said something to the bride before walking over to where he had stopped. "Dean?" she said looking at him with concern "You can seem me?" Dean nodded. Tessa looked concerned. "Is he alright?" she asked Samael Amara…" Dean said looking at his daughter again. "What do you think?" he asked her, she made a tiny mewling noise. Dean took that to mean that she liked the name. We now have Julien's car seat/stroller! Since this will be our last baby, I wanted to buy a new one. I buy almost everything used when it comes to baby stuff, so I thought I'd splurge and buy this new. My awesome parents are going to buy the crib soon. I've been putting that off the most. Maybe because Jonas' empty crib was the hardest thing to look at. Thankfully our awesome friends Brandee and Chris took it down for us while we were home for the funeral. But anyways, maybe I'm afraid to put it up? The other part of me (the crazy nesting preggo part of me) is telling me to get going so everything's ready! I've still got lots to do. Wording Tattoos With Love, heart and different designs. These tattoos are custom and depends on individual’s choice.