It’s made me FEEL emotions I never knew I had until now. Their pain was my pain. Their love was my love. Their happiness was my happiest moment. They broke, I cried. Yeah, it’s intense but it hurts so good. first we're gonna discuss the bombshell that ending was, i cant say i was ever invested or interested in *them* yk who im talking about, right? but good god i did not ever in my dreams imagine it would be *her*. i did not think the silly bitch had it in her. its the blondes, i swear. theyre somehow always the in the center of the problem. i hate that HE (the one, yk) i HATEEEE him, both of them. i hate jonah. i hate blowjob. i hate the Ps. i hate tom, for being nice. but most of all i hate blowjob and that thing. You can love someone and have it just be there, a part of you, and still have a completely functional life" She pauses and gives me a long look. "Even if it's a life without them." everyone who says that this book is a british version of gossip girl must be hating the show, because why then u insult it that much? one star purely for me for finishing this and vibing to drake’s songs while reading(don’t blame me his songs about being a manwhore are so good😞) He’s happy enough to use Daisy to throw off the scent of his true affections—until she starts to infiltrate those, too.

Also, I’m sorry but Jessa can’t even make separate personalities for shit. Half of them are all the same person 💀💀 omg he’s snorting cocaine because of how in love he is with her and can’t get over their relationship? i want what they have💗.it’s safe to say i’m not emotionally stable enough for this series, but idgaf shits addictive ! this whole universe is so deep, and emotional. and the ending of this book left me shaking and crying, just utterly heartbroken. istg i never saw that plot twist coming, and i’m so glad i had sab that could share my pain with lol <3 bj isn’t any better, but he also had the addition of a shitty gf aka jordan but i cant even decide who to feel bad for in their sham of a relationship bc they’re both so shit. i mean god it was so bland to read about him using her and his weird shitty excuses for being an ass even when he knew better. Thanks to Jess for influencing me and letting me blow up your messages with way more than what I said here. I hope you’re happy! 🫶🏼

He’s a time bomb for me, do you see now? That he’ll hurt me. He’ll always hurt me. I’ll never be safe with him, even if I’m always safe next to him.” I remember it, like a physical punch in the gut, how much I loved him. Really loved him. To the bone, I loved him. Cut me and I'd bleed him. How much I needed him, still need him, would forever, always, never couldn't, even if I tried, needed him.”Orion Fiction has signed 10 books by Jessa Hastings, whose self-published Magnolia Parks romance series went viral on TikTok this year. magnolia and beej’s relationship is so hard to explain because they both love each other more than they love themselves, it’s both absolutely heartbreaking and beautiful at the same time. but oh my, the things these two will put your heart and your brain through is unexplainable ! they had me stressed, angry, sad, happy, etc. i feel all the feels when i’m reading this series, and i both love it and hate it. Did you ever imagine it?" she cuts me off. "That we'd be the ones who'd hurt each other more than anyone else?" Magnolia: idc whatever u all say, she is innocent and deserves to be protected at all cost (except for what he'll she put my baby Tom through, for that she need to die 😗) Magnolia is so flawed but she’s also so fragile and I get her so much. She frustrated me at times but it doesn’t last long because she’s really just hurting and you can feel how much it’s all affecting her. She definitely makes questionable decisions but so does everyone else around her (I’m especially looking at you BJ) 😪😰 And she’s practically Blair Waldorf so I immediately have to stan 😌

If you love a flower…” I say eventually, glancing at her. One of my tattoos, about her, like all of them are. “—That lives on a star, it is sweet to look at the sky at night…” They’re both fully aware of everything they’re doing but still do it which is the most annoying part. Each character is hypocritical and stupid. But… speaking of the shitballs of the group, the Ps were just about irrelevant, pails and perry, i have nothing to say. dirty dogs. thats it. jonah, he broke my heart. magnolia literally mentions how shes his favorite and he lets her do everything. well, even if you're their fav theyre still gonna support their bestfriend and their wrongs. dont trust the bfs bestie guys. that man is not ur friend.The whole friend group (found family) mostly (save for a few) were also a mess but I liked the dynamics. Small mention of gus but the little we got of him in this was hilarious as hell to me after they finally worked out most of their issues and they slept together (again), he went off to sleep with jordan because that’s what he thought he had to do I’m not saying what he did was right but I’m saying that after what got revealed in this book, I can understand why he did it. I forgave him for what he did but that doesn’t mean I have to be okay about how he dealt with the situation. He was wrong for cheating. Simple as.

Like it was just so extra and it kept my attention all the damn time to the point where I hated the fact that I had to part with the book to sleep. 𝗧𝗵𝗲 𝘀𝗰𝗲𝗻𝗲𝘀 𝗷𝘂𝘀𝘁 𝗸𝗲𝗽𝘁 𝗽𝗹𝗮𝘆𝗶𝗻𝗴 𝗼𝗻 𝗮 𝗹𝗼𝗼𝗽 𝗶𝗻 𝗺𝘆 𝗵𝗲𝗮𝗱. summary: gossip girl (but set in london’s high society) meets the addicted series but make it more toxic and messy.

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My mags <3 The roles definitely felt like they reversed here with magnolia acting like bj 2.0 but can we blame her? A part of me enjoyed him knowing how she felt when it was him that was in her position lol and I love her because I can kinda relate somehow to her in the many layered parts she had to her but she also infuriated me so much more in this book than the last that I wanted to slap her for clarity. Just like beej, she has her own flaws and certainly isn’t perfect and somehow that makes me want to protect her from any misconceptions on her character. I understand her inability to move forward as cheating can truly mess you up if you don’t take time to process all the emotions and mistrust that come from that and heal rather than run away from it. I honestly would love to see more growth from her in learning to trust herself and seeks therapy because that’s how this is gonna work. when things weren’t strained with bj, i was also happy for her in other aspects in her life and the bonds with those closest to her. Now, can we talk about the power she had with these men lusting after her?? I didn’t know if I wanted to be her or didn’t want that drama. Anyway, her humor and wit never failed to FEED ME as she had me rolling with the things she would say and do but also the petty side to her— bj had me dying referring to her as his favorite sparring partner: petty parks lol I have all these ties to him. First boyfriend, first kiss, first love, first time, first everything, really. How he was my teacher and my partner in so many key life areas. My best friend and my family and my pillow and my quilt.” another thing — i do not blame julian whatsoever for what happened in the end with bridge. was julian a gang lord? yes. but magnolia knew full well who he was and what his reputation was before getting involved with him — hell, she’d herself thought numerous times that she felt safe with him because she knew he’d protect her. and it’s not like the gang lord is just gonna come up to her and tell her “yknow what, i’m really dangerous, i can hurt you, blah-blah-blah” all that bullshit. i felt like magnolia just willingly blinded herself to the truth of getting involved with julian and she absolutely avoided all the red flags and buried her head in the sand, so i don’t think it was anyone’s fault that bridge got caught in the crossfire. Magnolia Parks is probably the only book/series in which EVERY SINGLE character needs to either go to a therapist or a mental facility [for blowjob, it's all of the above] LMAOAOAO EVERY TIME THEY WOULD CALL JULIAN A GANG LORD IM ALWAYS LIKE BRO STOP EMBARRASSING YOURSELF 💀✋ and 𝐭𝐡𝐞𝐲 𝐰𝐨𝐮𝐥𝐝 𝐚𝐥𝐥 𝐛𝐞𝐡𝐚𝐯𝐞 𝐥𝐢𝐤𝐞 𝐜𝐚𝐥𝐥𝐢𝐧𝐠 𝐡𝐢𝐦 𝐚 𝐠𝐚𝐧𝐠 𝐥𝐨𝐫𝐝 𝐰𝐚𝐬 𝐬𝐨𝐨𝐨 𝐛𝐚𝐝 𝐚𝐧𝐝 𝐭𝐡𝐚𝐭 𝐢𝐭 𝐰𝐚𝐬 𝐡𝐚𝐫𝐬𝐡𝐞𝐫 𝐭𝐡𝐚𝐧 𝐜𝐚𝐥𝐥𝐢𝐧𝐠 𝐭𝐡𝐞𝐦 𝐤𝐢𝐝𝐧𝐚𝐩𝐩𝐞𝐫𝐬/𝐭𝐡𝐢𝐞𝐯𝐞𝐬/𝐦𝐮𝐫𝐝𝐞𝐫𝐞𝐫𝐬/𝐝𝐫𝐮𝐠 𝐝𝐞𝐚𝐥𝐞𝐫𝐬/𝐦𝐚𝐟𝐢𝐚. 𝐋𝐢𝐤𝐞 𝐩𝐥𝐬. 𝐒𝐭𝐨𝐩 𝐢𝐭.